18 August 2023

Awe

I live in awe of the lightning storm.

White pillars, built by mad men,

Falling faster than Babel from

The marble firmament.

Explosions rock this tiny world

And suns are born to die in eye-blinks

Leaving behind some pale after-image--

A ghost that haunts your retinal wall.


I never cowered but tried to comfort

My dog as she would whimper

Deep beneath the divan in

The drawing room, poor thing, helpless.

So, I crawled in 

There beside her 

(I was smaller then than I was now)

And sought to hold her close to me.

She started, then she snarled;

A low growl to warn me off,

And silence as I crawled back out--

Her cave was not for sharing.


The rain came down in punctuations,

Sheets of commas, inverted, doubled--

The sky is quoting space and time

And I am witnessing

The birth of something new

Yet older than us all--

The bathing of the newborn Earth.

Emerging from the mud,

Scarred by spades and slick with tar,

It shivers and it gasps.

But babies are born despite their sighs.


And so go on forever

The lightning and the storm

And the Earth and the space between

And the suns and the babies,

But not my dog.

She died at two years old.

She stopped as the world moved on

In narrower ellipses...

10 August 2023

When sleep protrudes beyond my eyes...

When sleep protrudes beyond my eyes,

It blurs the waking world I see.

It causes me to fantasize

And in the world, I cease to be

Much more than motes upon the breeze,

Some solar particles so small

They come and go just when they please

And no one notices at all.


This sleep, it makes me seem a fool.

It deadens all my words and wit.

It bids my fevered mind to cool.

I must confess, I'm glad that it

Is ever by my waking side,

A hand upon my shoulder blades

To call me when my day has died

And pull me from my empty grades.


To sleep has been a luxury

Not meant for you nor meant for me

But for the world to find its rest

In silence and in loneliness.